watch_meToday I decided my past will not dictate my future.

I’ve toyed with specific lies my entire life and built my identity around them. I’m learning more about myself and myself in relationship to God than I ever have before.

There’s no point in pretending I understand how my heart works or why I do the things I do. There’s no reason to pretend that I have any power to change myself. I sing about being a captive set free because that’s who I want to be. I want to own my identity in Christ. I will wear a garment of praise today because of what He has done for me. I am Gomer. Hosea’s love scares me and I run…but He runs faster.

“I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you inĀ righteousness and justice, in love and compassion. I will betroth you in faithfulness, and you will acknowledge the LORD.” Hosea 2:19-20